Gobama

Just so I can say it for everyone and perhaps be done with it, I don't give a shit who YOU voted for, quit giving me shit for who I voted for. And for the constant bitching I see that isn't directed at me, get over it. If it gets all fucked up (MORE fucked up, I mean) then woo hoo, you get the cookie. You can say I told you so in 8 years. Yay you.

I'm on a mission to find this dang Cafe Bustelo that I have been drinking for the last few weeks. I don't go to a huge variety of supermarkets. But I bought some of this Cuban (style?) coffee some weeks ago and now I am out and can't figure out where I bought it. I usually either go to the Fred Meyer, the Safeway, or the Haggens, and I am ruling out the Haggens because it was under $5 when I bought it and the Haggens doesn't have ANYTHING under $5 so it certainly wasn't there. At lunch yesterday I hit A Fred Meyer (not MY Fred Meyer) and A Safeway (not the closer Safeways) and neither had it, but don't they all have the same buyers? So I'm stumped. I am meeting Kim S. at Starbucks in a little while and will perhaps check out the Cost Plus and see if THEY have it. I am just stumped.

And bitter because the coffee I am drinking this morning is bleck now, weak and not Cuban (style). Which is just throwing this morning in to a tailspin.

I'm still employed. Five other people that I know of are not, as of Thursday. It sucks. But it's the environment I am living in and that's the way it goes.

I am not booked for Mexico as of this writing, not for December anyway, so I am not really sure where that is going. I am hoping I get some kind of sign.

Shit is happening in my world right now that I will not blog about because nobody understands it and it's a drag trying to explain it and trying to make people understand it when you know they never will. So the gloomy weather outside my window simply makes me turn inward, and apparently this is irritating (frustrating? better word?) some of my friends and I'm sorry about that but that's the way it is.

And on account of all the turning inward and lack of anything else going on, this is what you get - drivel. Blathering, empty, boring drivel. The dust will settle soon, I'm sure. Who will be left when it does? You know, besides the cats, who pretty much have to put up with it.

And speaking of the cats, it dawned on me on Thursday evening, after having spent an enormous amount of time on the phone, that when I am talking on the phone, the kitties have no idea that there is someone on the other side. They just think I am crazy. That I am just this crazy human talking away non-stop. No wonder they are so skittish. I've been pretty animated lately.

K103, a local radio station, has switched their format over to all-Christmas-music-all-the-time already, and it's just early November. I am not sure why that just bugs the CRAP out of me, but it does. My radio station selections are pretty limited in this market as it is.

Okay then, rambling done. Seriously, the coffee makes a big difference.