2:24 am

My skin is breaking out, my hair is gray and kind of dirty in the back where it covers my neck, I feel sort of slimey and I have a mosquito bite in my left armpit. And roughly 25 of them around my feet, ankles and calves. My eyebrows are completely grown out and I need to be dipped in wax and rolled in a bedsheet. My fingernails actually have dirt in them. I have been working since 9am yesterday morning but I have to get up later and be downtown by 9:30am. And yet I am here. Because you have to believe me when I say I am stunned that this is me.